I’ve always been conscious of certain people’s pains. The things I couldn’t do for my granny who was the most beautiful woman ever to me spiritually. The promises I made trying to comfort my mom as a kid about things I’d never do to my wife. Then everything I put the woman I’ve always prayed for through, the decisions I caused her broken heart to make. As fragile as I am I hurt myself more than anyone when I disappoint or hurt one of my Queens.